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2010-11-03T14:04:00.000-07:00

It has been months that i had last blog in here n i miss blogging here.. Life had changed me since i started working as enrolled nurse in kkh.. It is up n down, saddness to happiness n attitude changes juz like that without hinting me first... I had been so stress up with work, money n family that suddenly cum into my thought that i had not think of it during my studies times... Talk to alot of ppl ard me n i found out that i'm still immature with immature thinking.. With all i had gone through in this few months, i had not growth up yet n ready to be an young adult joining the rest of the people who r working now.. I had reflected wad am i doing n wad i had done in past few months that i couldnt react in the situation whr i had been.. Working now in KKH, i realised how is life n wad is life about... How wish i can turn back the time that i'm still a student in secondary sch whr i enjoy the most.. I dont want to grow up n wish i am still a kid, without worries without problems without anything that make me sad.. Life is so cruel n lots of unfairness.. What can i do to stop all this type of things that cum to my life now.. I dun like my life now n juz hv to move on n to be courage with continue to walk on.. I had seen lots of different kind of people n i realised not all humans r nice to u.. Some r so fake to u.. wad i can say, life still continue, the earth is still turning.. Must see through everything that surround me..

2010-05-25T22:59:00.002-07:00

Before i start work, my feeling kinda Confused, Weird and Complicated!!!

2010-05-21T17:15:00.001-07:00

Today i got a call from KKH that my interview i went ytd was successful..

Had to prepare myself to work..

2010-04-30T02:56:00.001-07:00

Hello.. Finally i'm here to blog again.. I already being slacking at home doing nothing since i finish my one week of going back to school.. Havent been starting working cause no reply from the hospital i apply to.. Seriously i need more money cause not been working since i start my holiday.. Finally my graduation ceremony is coming soon n i'm not that excited lor.. Most of my friends had found job in the hospital but why am i the one who is jobless now.. hahaha... Been spending alot of money n without any income and my mum keep asking me i got any job already.. abit irritated by her.. Nevermind, don't talk about it liao.. Now already 2.04am and i'm nt sleeping yet cause not tired yet.. Don't know later on i going out anot.. Still rhinking about it.. Nt to say anymore.. Byebye.. Goodnight everyone..

Yingzhi~

Love~

2010-03-29T15:36:00.000-07:00

hey!!
i'm back again with my blogging now..
ppl who are still reading my blog, please dun be high expectation that i will always blog cox i'm simply toooooooo laaazzzzzyyyyy to blog recently!! nowadays i'm just simply at home doing NOTHING and waiting for the hospital to call me to go down to the interview.. if they still dun call, my mum surely will nag at me.. life is so bored lor.. i'm rotting at home now and ppl who r free, pls msg me to ask me out if not my home electricity will bust!!! hahahahahaha...........

2009-12-23T14:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday saw caiyun at BPP giving flyer and chat with her for awhile and she told me that today getting our result! I was quite worried about it because i know that during exams days, i was not really prepared and does not done well during the day.. I slept at ard 3am and woke up at 8.15am to see my result and i discovered that i got B for PCB, C for BEH 2 and A for Psy... I'm simply shocked about it.. My GPA also pull up to 2.18.. I finally got A for my exam.. Not to forget, i really need to thanks God for blessing me through the 2 years in my course even though there is some obstacle in between.. I feel that i'm relieved and i'm waiting for attachment next year and soon i will graduate from ITE.. God Bless u!!

2009-12-02T14:23:00.000-08:00

Sooooooooooooooo boooooorrrriiiiiinnnnnnggggg!!!!!
Today started my holiday already and I'm rotting at home doing nothing but to use comp..
No one ask me out today and I'm wondering what am i suppose to do today..
It is December time and Christmas is coming nearer and nearer..
I'm now worrying about my body cause my buttock don't know where is bleeding when i wipe my buttock..
Soo scare leii..
I'm sure is not colon cancer cause my passing motion don't have blood..
U may think that I'm disgusting right when i said that my buttock don't know where bleeding..
Don't say le la..
Will ask my mum to help me check where is the bleeding come from..
Write till here bahx..
Byebye..=((

2009-11-28T15:56:00.000-08:00

hello!!! now in bpp, stuarbuck using my frenz laptop to post a new one.. dec is coming soon in a few days time n nowaday the weather is not good cox keep rain rain rain.. waiting forchristmas and now lots of places are playing christmas songs and i can feel the 'qi feng' now.. next mon and tues are my exam days and after blogging, i will be revising my whole semester work and cant afford to waste any more time now coz times is not waiting for man.. now my area is raining heavily n i'm sure alots of ppl cant go home bahx coz they din expect that today will rain n they may not bring umbrella along with them so they are wasting time in the shopping mall to wait for the rain to stop or even wait till the rain become smaller..btw i shld be going to malaysia to have a short stay in my grandmother hse.. will update again is it confirm.. my holiday coming in few days time, who wan to ask me out, pls kindly msg me or call me cox i dun hv any plan yet in the moment cox busy revising.. now is already last lap for me and will be going to graduate soon in next yr may time.. i wan to graduate with my current class... dun wan to wait till soo long to retake my module.. will end here.. anything will update soon as i can rmb.. hahaha...

ps: to my classmates, please work hard now and pass our exams and posting and graduate together.. will play ltr after our exams next tues!!! jiayou jiayou!!

2009-11-12T13:36:00.000-08:00

Life is boring!!
Now i'm at MLC with catherine for quite awhile already..
Nothing much that i can do cox i accompany her here to do her psy assignment and i gt nth to do..
Surf nets and slack here until my S&W start..
Btw i no need to do NAFA test due to injure of my back and gotten 2weeks of excuse..
Damn so shiok cox i no need to sweat during S&W lessons..
I hate sweating cox it will cause me to be smelly..
Now in campus for already 5weeks and exams are coming soon and our holiday will be coming soon too..
Love to have holiday cox can slack at home and can go out almost everyday unlike during skul time..
Btw ppl who view my blog, dun gv urself high expect of seeing a new post cox i seldom login so dun keep asking me to update my post..
My blog will dead if i din login otherwise if i wan to blog, i will blog..
So DUN keep asking me to update update update when u see me..
Reasons are that i dun always go internet or seldom login to blogger..
Now u all know the reasons already so hmm....
Write till here!!
ps: do study hard for the coming exams in 2weeks time! jiayou jiayou.. after exams that play ok?? haha...

2009-10-25T14:31:00.000-07:00

hey people out there!!
i'm here again.. some of my frens said that my blog is dead
but indeed my blog is dead!!
dun wan to let those people who view my blog to disappoint so i blog for today..
today is my two weekend whereby my skul reopen already two weeks..
feel abit stress as i had left 5 weeks in skul to stud n then exams..
times really passed so fast and i'm going to graduate n independent liao...
muz work really really hard for this time round..
everyone jiayou bahx.. dun too relax liao.. hahahaha..

2009-09-06T12:07:00.000-07:00

My CP 2.1 finally had ended two days ago!!

Everyone pls work hard for our 2.2 in campus & our 2.2 posting next yr!!

2009-08-24T18:50:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day i went to IMH...

In the morning, it was very boring because first day orientation then the staff there intro about their own policy and portocol..

I almost fall asleep because i didn't sleep well yesterday night and early in the morning need to wake up soo early to go there..

The orientation and the tour ended early 12.10pm and we had our lunch together at their food court..

Actually, the food stall in there did'nt have much to eat as it is not much space there to sell bahx..

Tomorrow i will be in the afternoon shift so wish myself all the best there..

2009-08-21T20:00:00.001-07:00

7weeks had already passed and my attachment will be going to end soon..

This coming 2weeks, i will be going to Institue of Mental Health(IMH) for mt attachment there..

My worry is not at IMH but is about my skills!!!!

I can't make it to 75% of my skills n i'm damn worry whether i can move on to my 2.2 in campus or not..

I'm thinking whether my CP teacher will help us to complete our skills or not because she seem to be relaxing..

But then, i'm thinking back to the IMH posting, i DON'T KNOW how to go there man!!

Anyone who know how to go there??(pls tagged me if u know!)

Today, i went back to school for my simulation training and i forgot to bring back my waterbottle..

How careless i am when i found out during my journey back home..

Lots of people did not like to go back school for sim training because maybe they don't to go back or maybe they don't want to be selected to be a role player..

I did not know which one is under them but to me. i like going back cox no need to sweat alot man..

What a lame answer right, people??? HaHaHa..

Just a few days ago, i had think back of my CP posting from the begining till now, i had face lots of difficulties and struggling in the posting and i found out that i really need God to be with me all the time..

I know God had put me in different situation that i had to face when i graduate..

God had a plan and purpose for me that i cannot be escaped from it..

I feel that God is giving me a verse a few weeks ago which i did'nt notice..

It had been on my bag and that verse is the verse that i went for my youth camp..

This is the verse i saying is: Isaiah 40:28-31 ->Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom.

He gives the strength to the weary and increases the the power of the weak.

even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall

but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagle; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

This make me have hope in the Lord and i believe he will give me strength no matter how tired and weary i am.. Amen!!!

2009-07-26T16:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!! Here i am to psot in my blog today!!!!

People out there are sick and tired of reading the same posting and looking at the same posting..

Alot of things had happened to me jux in three weeks time of my attachment and i'm really hope that i am in my Lala land so that i wont feel soo hurt and sad during the period of attachment..

On the 1st week, it was very terrible weeks for me and i had a thought of quitting nursing cox i feel that after studying for tis course already 1yr plus and i found out that or i felt that am i really suitable for me in the course i am now...

I told my cell leader about it and she said that in nursing course, it was not as easy as i think of it.. It needs lots of passion, patience, care and determination but i feel that i'm lacking most of it..

It make me going to mad and crazy that almost was send to IMH... Most of the people know that nursing was not the course that i really really want.. It is juz an option for me to tk up tis course...

I don't know whether i can tahan till the end of the course and sucessfully got my cert.. In my thought there is another option for me but not suitable to write here..

Don't about my attachment liao cox make me feel more stress and upset.. Let's talk abt something happy ok???

Recently meet up with my secondary school frenz and i feel sooooo happy and forget abt unhappy thing.. When meeting up with them, i feel that i'm back to my secondary time that we study tgt and at the same time playing a fool.. The most happiest moment is during my sec2 time..

Now in my ite time, i dun feel any joy like i'm in my secondary school time.. How i wish time can stop during sec school time and not to move on.. Haix, i got nth to say now..

Update some photo that took it on 12july.. My sec sch gathering at west coast park..

2009-07-03T23:57:00.004-07:00

It is another month for me and my holidays are going to end soon. I really hv no idea what to

blog whenever i login here.. It's really make my brain squeeze out something to type here man.

And people out there asking me to update my blog but i really Lazy + Nothing to blog.. Actually i

had a sudden feeling whether to shut down my blog because everytime login got nothing to type

and i quite envy other people can blog what they wan to blog unlike me now.. By the way my

attachment going to start next monday.. My feeling is quite confused because don't know is it i

should be happy or sad. Count down to 2days from this timing n also that my birthday going to

come in 13days tis month.. I wonder what present will i get from friend and families. Haix... I'm

still in the holiday mood and i'm scare i will get H1N1 because i will be going to HOSPITAL

for my attachment.. I don't know whether we need to wear mask or not.. It is veryu difficult to

breathe with a mask on the face.. To my friend and also who are going to attachment, take good

care of yourself and drink more water.. Don't forget to wash hand before u eat and also lookout

for your own hygiene too.. Don't fall sick from now ok people?????? I will blog till here i will get

back to here if i feel like blogging.. Hahahahaha!!

ps: people who know me, don't always ask me blog when u read this blogging.. nw you should

know the reason..kekeke..

2009-07-03T23:57:00.003-07:00

attachment.. I don't know whether we need to wear mask or not.. It is veryu difficult to breathe with a

mask on the face.. To my friend and also who are going to attachment, take good care of yourself

and drink more water.. Don't forget to wash hand before u eat and also lookout for your own

hygiene too.. Don't fall sick from now ok people?????? I will blog till here i will get back to here if i

feel like blogging.. Hahahahaha!!

ps: people who know me, don't always ask me blog when u read this blogging.. nw you should

know the reason..kekeke..

2009-06-12T15:24:00.000-07:00

i'm back from malaysia already!!
who wan to ask me out, u can msg me or call me..

2009-06-03T16:28:00.000-07:00

~i'm back again!!
~tis few weeks i can say is that i din update my blog cox i gt exams and oso even if i go online, i will go and see other ppl blog so i din update lor..
~hehe!
~btw i'm going to malaysia tmr so ppl if u wan to contact me, wait until i come back le den contact me bahx..
~tag me if u wan to ask me out when i come back to singapore...
wish me bon vogage bahx..
~ltr i will be going to call my CA to tell him that i'm going to malaysia and will be back a few days ltr..
~hope that my MC will be abit delayed until i reach home cox i dun really like to hv that when i'm staying overnight outside cox i'm nt used to be having MC outside unless at home lor.. ~hahahaha...
~gtg liao..
~will update soon when i'm back to singapore..
~take care everyone..

2009-05-18T20:38:00.000-07:00

today come to blog again...
i jux dun wan people to ask me update update my stupid blog...
today dunno why gt mood to update it...
my blog might be wordy but at least is still gt blog la...
today din go to study cox i having appt in hospital...
good ting is that tmr 1pm denneed to reach skul sia..
soooooo shiok lor, if everyday is like that, i'm happy liao
nw i'm studying for my bio nw... sayonnara..!!

2009-05-16T17:56:00.000-07:00

~heyhey!!!
~it has been 'years' that i had not been posting to this blog alreay...
~most of the people said that my blog already been rotten vey long liao..
~everyonre can see the date that i had last post and knw that i had nt been blogging since dunno when...
~now i gt alittle bit of time to load my blog so that people who read my blog will nt keep telling me to update..
~they say until sianz sianz already until dun wan to say liao... hahahahaha...........
~recently lots of tests poppig up and i had to study study study so that i won't failed...
~u know why??? cox it will help us to pass my overrall module so that i won't be repeating the module again..
~i wan to graduate on time instad of delaying my training in skul....
~who wan to delay and can't graduate during 2010 april rite????
~even my best frenz ask me out oso very difficult cox of the coming up test every week...
~nw the distance to my holiday only left 3weeks so i hv work double hard and get rid of my worries..
~waiting for my holiday to come and i realised that why most of the people like to go CP cox in campus is boring and stress for everyone...
~no pain no gain and people always said that...
~i'm damn tired to go home late and how wish that i no need to study and slack at home doing nth...
~i tink people will say how lazy r u and if dun upgrade yourself, it will be very difficult to hv a high salary...
~not to talk alot la... gt update can already la..byebye...

2009-03-23T20:28:00.000-07:00

Today went out with shuting to watch movie named Push at cineleisure..
I feel taht the movie not too bad n i rated it 4/5..
Quite alot of people last min den go n watch that show...
Even though that the movie had opened since 5th march but still gt ppl go n watch..
I agreed with shuting that ppl will go watch either the show opened or the show going to end soon...
I dunno why ppl dun watch at the middle part when it is nt too early or too late..
But nvm, dun tink of that coz some tings r complicated n human sumting cant understand it..
N finally i had bought my sis birthday present..
It is belated one cox at first i dunno wad to buy so at end i din manage to buy lor..
My meimei keep asking where is my present but i told her that i will gv her the belated one..
Nw i finally can pass it to her alerady..
Hope that she will like it very much lor..
Cox i din really knw wad is her craving of tings that she wants..
That present cost me a bomb..
Nvm, dun tink of the $$ that i had spend cox i feel that it is worth la..
Btw tmr going to swim with shuting n xueli at je swimming complex..
I need to go n prepared cox we r meeting in the morning..
I oso wan to say sorry to geok that i really cant make it on tmr n wed cox she wan to go K..
Hope i can meet her asap by next week bahx cox i feel bad abt it..
Will end here bahx...
Will update asap to prevent any ppl frm saying that i din blog la..
Hahaha..

2009-03-23T20:07:00.001-07:00

Tis is the Photo that is taken last sat when swimming at Sengkang..

2009-03-22T19:15:00.000-07:00

I came to blog again..
Finally, the two weeks had past of going back to skul had past n my holiday has just started..
I'm soo happy that i dun nd to go back skul n finally can enjoy myself nw..
Three days ago which is thurs, i went out with shuting to tampines to watch Hotel for Dogs..
That show really really nice n good show for me cox all is abt dogs..
If i was to choose betwwen Marley n Me & Hotel for Dogs, i definitely choose Hotel for Dogs..
I rated that show 5/5 cox the story is abt two characters who lost their parents n were trying to save those strayed dogs..
I was quited tiuched by them cox without thinking of whether they hv $$ anot, they will save the dogs frm those people who wanted to control pets on street..
I recommand that show to everyone cox u will feel that it will nt waste $ on going to that show..
After watching, we feel quite bored at tm cox we went there until we dun wan to go liao le..
After that, take train back n shuting wanted to go to joo koo the new station to see how is it look like..
Then halfway thru in the train, shutinh forgotten to buy ziplock cox she going swimming on the nest day..
Luckily, she wants to go to joo koo if not, she will regert..
Then we went to imm to buy her tings n oso eat dinner there...
After that, home sweet home..
Ytd which is sat, went swimming with cat, her bf n xueli to sengkang swimming complex cox it is new opened n we wanted to go there to tkae a look but the weather is not really gd due to raining..
Den nvm, we meet early if ot no chance to swim liao le..
We swim until 8:05pm den take photo frm cat hp until 8:30pm den we go bath liao le..
Reached home abt 10:30pm like that den damn tired lor..
Dunno why suddenly i was shievering when i watch tv halfway den faster go wash up n brush teeth den go on bed liao le..
I dun like that feeling lor..
Nt long, i fall asleep liao den wake up ard 10++...
The photo tat taken ytd will upload asap cox it was with cat..
Till here n bybye...

2009-03-15T16:16:00.000-07:00

Today is another day of the weekend..
It's let me rmb that tmr i hv phase test on insulin n oso 2hr of break in between the lesson..
I wonder why the skul wan us to hv a long break n cant let us go hm early to hv a rest??
Is it the skul has nothing to do so kept us for so long hours in skul but nt letting us home???
I feel that the 2hours of break is unnecessary for us cox we only wasting our time in skul..
Skul doesnt tink of making use of the time??
Time is precious n why does the skul dunno abt it??
They shld knw that we r nt type of students who will make fully use of the time..
Most of the break is to eat n oso chit-chatting ard with frenz..
Why don't let us go hm early right???
Tis coming week, my bio lesson will nt be ms qian again cox my bio teacher actually is Mr Tan..
I dun wan to say bad abt him but he gave me the bad impression when the first time he step into my class for relief during 1.2 time..
Tinking of tmr, i dun feel like going..
If there is no attendance marking, i will nt be coming to skul..
I'm a bad gal rite???
Hahas..
Ltr i will be going to revise my phase test for tmr..
It is impt to everyone of us cox it will include in our PCA overrall..
Now slacking doing nth cox i wan to relax my mind first...
So tired now...
Hope i will be going to rest asap once i study finish my phase test..
I will blog once i hv time..
Gtg n byebye!!=))

2009-03-14T23:59:00.002-07:00

Hello everybody!!

I'm here again to blog liao..

Weekend again i this week is ending fast..

Next week is another week to pass n going to holiday soon..

Hope my holiday will come asap...

Today went out with shuting to watch movie at ps to buy ticket..

We watch 'Suspect X'..

I rated that movie 3/5 cox i feel that is quite boring la..

I oso dunno why i feel that way but luckily i din dozed off...

Before we watch the movie, we wen to orchard, far east plaza to walk n oso plus eat lunch there..

After watching the movie rite, shuting mum called her when we went to toilet after the show.

She talked to her mum for quite long cox of sumting happened..

After talking, she get irritated..

At first we intend to play acade but at the end we din cox i gt limited money den we only eat dinner..

After dinner, i tot we still gt continued to walk walk but at the end dun hv..

Shuting said she dun hv mood to walk so we tk train home..

Tis is wad i do for today..

Will be updating photo for today n some of them is not long ago but din update..

Paiseh Paiseh.. Hehehe...

2009-03-12T19:31:00.002-07:00

tis week going to end soon n i feel that time passes by so quickly n i'm soo envious with those other courses who had already start their holiday.. i really hate skul that we had to go back to study for our year 2 tings.. there is two tings that i really hate is that 1) next mon is out phase test which test on us about insulin injection.. 2) MR RONNIE TAN is going to teach my class biology science when skul reopen on april.. i feel that there is no need to teach us the insulin ting cox mostly the injection will be done by the staff nurse in the hospital.. i din saw any of the assistance nurse doing the insulin injection lor.. so i dun feel the need of learning the insulin.. of course it is the gd ting to learn new ting, i hv no comment but having insulin injection in our module, i feel that we have no chance to apply the skill in the hospital after graduate.. today no need to go skul cox there is no class so hv the chance to stay at home to slack n oso rest lo.. most of my frenz might go study their work but me, i'm jux opposite with them.. once i hv time to stay at home, i will slack no matter wad.. cox i'm nt that type of person who will really really go study until making myself so stress... being so stress, it is nt gd for health so y dun pamper ourselves to slack or go shopping or do whatever we like right???? lastly, tmr i will be going to miss my 4 hr thoery on bio sci n PCA(Patient Care A)lessons due to my appt in hospital n then need to go back to school for the make up lesson for my insulin injection practical.. my relief teacher ask to come back to skul cox as i said i had my phase test on next mon during my practical lesson.. i'm quite worry abt my phase test cox scare once i nervous i will forget everthing liao... so i will pray harder for my phsae test next week... end here liao.. byebye!!

2009-02-28T12:19:00.001-08:00

Today was the last day of feb... I feel that time pass so quickly that we will be going to yr2 student.. At the beginning of stepping to ITE College East, we are jux as new as ppl who juz came into a new skul, new environment, new people and new friends.. Time don't wait for anyone n there is no hint for us that time passes by us jux like that.. People will change but environment will not change.. In one yer time, we will be graduate frm ITE n people go separate ways.. Some will continued to study, some will start work n some will relax first.. We cant predict what will happened tomorrow.. Life is short so we have to do something that is meaningfully.. People will have emotion on certain things and also have feelings too.. Please take care of people feelings n try nt to hurt them...

My attachment will be end by next week and will be going to study for two weeks to study yr2 stuff.. I can say that i really hope that we can go back to skul n meet up friends that we had nt been contact for 9weeks.. I really miss my best friend, Fiza... I was very good friend to her since yr1.. Hope to see her soon n oso get a chance to go out tgt.. I will miss the ward that i currently in n hope to see them asap.. Take care everyone!!!

2009-02-14T20:20:00.001-08:00

ytd went out with shuting to far east plaza after my work at the hospital.. i can say that i din saw her a few days already so i decide to go n meet her lor.. i wad quite tired after my work but i still want to go out with her ytd.. each home ard 4.20pm den went to tk a shower n den rest until almost the time tk i need to go n tk bus to there.. she wanted to buy cap at fareast but she din buy it cox the ap there that she saw rite, doesnt attract she eyes so she din buy it at all.. den i we passby a shoe shp den i tok abt my mum that she din buy shoes for me so she suddenly tink that her slipper spoil already cox she said that someone step her slepper den the strip jux broken of that incident.. so she told me that she wanted to buy slipper but she oso din buy cox she wanted the slipper but no size... second, she oso quite picky la n dn din buy lor.. we walk walk ard the shopping mall den went off to wisma to walk walk.. we oso took so photo of us as ppl who knw her that she simply love to tk photo of herself or with e her frenz.. tis os the habit f her so cant blame her of it la.. hahaha.. we walk until sianx sianx cox she din buy wad she want so took train tgt to go home lor.. tok abt today, i din go out at all cox i'm simply too tired n oso doesnt want to go out too.. today is valentine day n oso weenee b'day so i wish her happy birthday n oso wish everybody happy valentine day!! cheers everybody!! the whole day of today simply jux watch tv n oso do sum housechores.. soo good gal today.. muhahaha... actually nt a gd gal la.. juz joking only.. dun mind rite???? write till here.. gtg... byebye n oso enjoy the photo too.. will update soon!!~~~~

2009-02-09T19:35:00.002-08:00

Monday(09/02/09)

today is the orientation for my whole grp in ward 51 as it is our surgical posting for tis semester.. cant escape from each of the posting when we had our attachment.. it starts at 8am n end at 4pm.. the orientation took abt 2hr.. actually i can say is that we had nth to do cox first day in that ward so cant go really much there cox stillnew in that ward.. need time to knw the environment, the staff there n the patients there... actuall i can feel that there is nth much to do, nt as busy as the previous ward is.. at least at the previous wrard, we knw wad to do but in this ward, we totally dunno wad to do there.. maybe the grp r bis.. total of us ios 14 so is difficult for us to do someting there... today i had done the admittion of the patient with shu hui n our clinical instructor.. hehe.. go grab the chance to do the admittion.. so happy but oso sad that my ' good' lecturer still havent return my logbook lor.. i really fe upn oso wanted to scold out the bad word lor but i kne that i cant so i hv to keep it to myself.. if nt, i will died de.. nvm, i dun wan to tok aby her liao.. only make me angry so dun care her la.. hopefully tmr i will get it lor.. is ASAP bahx.. cox i kangjong with my marks n oso wad she had written on my logbook.. will wait n see bahx.. i dun wan to tink abt it... will nature take the course bahx.. tata.. gtg..

Saturday(07/02/08)

ytd xueli sms me asking me whether i wan to accompany her to the casino management open house at the turf city.. den i tot of it's okie to accompany her to go there since i had long time not meeting her to go out or having some chat between us so i agree to go with her as i dun mind to go there to take a look since i dunno wad is it abt.. so i meet her today at 11am at bpp taxi stand.. wow, soo early lor cox she said that the timing start at 12pm.. since we dunno how to go to turf city, we decide to tk cab as we had agree to tk ytd nitex.. we reached there abt 11.2oam sharp den blur blurr dunno how to walk to the icg(international club games) so we anyhow walk.. before the time that we need to reach, we took our lunch there(actually she eat only cox i had eaten at home). ater that it was almost time to go in den we register den when in.. actually it was abt casino tings lor.. eveyone shld knw bahx.. xueli told me that the seminar start at 2pm as the 12pm is abt looking ard to see the trained ppl how they played that most of us had seen in the tv show.. ppl who r channed 8 audience will knw wad i mean.. den i was damn sianz there cox i had no interest in the casino tings.. i only interested ithe salary cox is much higher than the market price out there. is quite alot lor.. hehe... i'm soo sensitive with money.. haha.. den waited until 2pn den went into the class room to listen to the founder of the icg.. he talked quite funny but i almost wanted to doze off cox i'm very tired.. that's y i want to slp.. cant blame me actually la.. den after the seminar, we took shuttle bus to toa payoh n tk train to woodlands causeways point to walk walk n oso hv our dinner there.. we ate ajisen there n is quite nice la.. the total amt we spend there is $48.49.. den off we go home cox xueli said that eat too full den cant shop ard so we decide to go home.. when we reached bpp, we go mcd to chat awhile den go home le.. tis is the whole day that i had spent with xueli..

2009-01-30T19:09:00.000-08:00

This week is new yr week n i'm still in my new yr mood cox i still tinking of getting angbao frm others who r married.. haha... during new year is the most busy occasion for the chinese as they hv to do alot of tings n oso preparing foods n others tings to make the occasion more exciting n fun.. my grandma came to my hse to stay for a night.. she cant even walk n need someone to assist her to go toilet, to go n slp.. i din really slp well on new eve cox i slept at 1plus in the morning n waken up by my mother at 5 plus to help my grandma to change her diaper.. i was damn angry n tired at the same time cox i already soo tired n still ask me to help her early in the morning jux to help her to change.. damn stupid lor.. i tell my mother she knw how to change den still ask me to help.. i went back to slp again umtil 9 plus den wake up. my first job is to help my grandma to bath.. soo irritating.. after that watch tv awhile den go shower to change new cloth.. after all my relatives went hm, my family prepare to go malaysia to vusut my mother side relatives... on the night i oso slept at 1 plus in the morning with my cousins n aunty.. den slp half way havent even 2 hrs, kana disturb by my mother again cox my sis n her kana bitten by the mosquitos den they get irritate, wanted to burn something that i forget wad it call to kill the mosquitos.. den only my aunty gt only so she go bang the door soo loud lor.. two times disturb by her lor.. make me fed up only.. by wad can i do to prevent it.. haix.. in the morning abt 10am den go back to singapore cox scare gt alot of ppl if we go out late den reach hm at 12:40 pm.. i went to take a nap at 3pm n wake up at 6pm.. i was soo tired that i cant help it soo i hv to slp... the third days of tis week, went back to attachment at seniors' citizens health care centre at gerlang polyclinic.. soo far away frm my home lor.. but iwas happy that the job there is easy n the time passed more faster den working at the hospital.. do so many ting oso so early.. at the senior citizen there, the time passed so quickly even thought there is no much tings to do but to observe the activity that the staff there do.. met alotof different different kind of old ppl there.. some r cute, some r funny, some r nice n some r hot temper but luckily i met those is nicer old ppl there... i feel happy for it actually.. gtg to watch tv already!! bye bye!!

2009-01-15T22:13:00.000-08:00

hello!!! i'm back again.. i bet that my blog is damn boring cox i hv no photo n oso gt nth to blog here cox i dun really do nt use my com to blog here soo sry that if i dun blog here recently.. CNY is coming ard the corner n my hse still havent prepare yet cox i gt attachment den gt shift in hospital den is sooooo damn tired after coming back frm work... CNY to me nt really fun but getting money frm my parents n relatives make me feel excited cox i wan money n desparate for it cox i'm sensitive to money.. haha... obssess with money lor.. haha.... i dun wan to hv attachment lor... haha...gtg le byebye

2009-01-12T19:46:00.000-08:00

today as usual when to hospital to work as morning shift as it is already in my sehdule le.. very very tired cox i need to wake up very early den i find out that i dun hv enuf slp lor cox i need to wake up naturally but nt disturb by the alarm or other noisy... every morning always tink that y today is nt afternoon shift but i feel that morning is better than afternoon cox can go hm early n rest well for my next day shift.. i really hope that my attachment can end soon cox i wan to go back skul to study instead of working lor... my pimple popping out everywhere on my forehead den is soooo awful lor.... i hate my job!!! i'm waiting for my CNY to cum soo that i need to work for two days... write till liao cox i wan to rest le...

2009-01-09T10:59:00.000-08:00

hello!!! sry for nt updating my blog.. last week din manage to blog cox i dunno wad to blog den fed up dun blog lor.. haha.. chinese new year is coming soon n i was very excited abt it n pray that days passed faster so that i can celebrated chinese new year... nw i having my attachment in the hospital n i had said previously that i had change my grp.. but nw i'm happy with my grp nw cox i can communicate well in the grp when in the hospital but after work, we go separately cox i'm nt that close enuf with them.. haha... i jux nw them a few days pnly n u cant expect to be close to them bahx rite???? it's very very tired after each work n each shift.. i definitely dun like it cox the feeling is damn tired.. nt like studying in skul, in the classroom with classmates.. we juxseat down n listen to wad the teacher is teaching abt but in the hospital, we cant really get a seat to sit dw n relax.. we jux need to help the patient to do turning, showering, getting things for them, doing parameter evey 4 hourly n den still gt recording dw on i/o chart n etc etc.. so guys out there who havent experience working, u will knw it one dat when u r out of skul n start working as wad the course u taking... nw jux enuf of my talking.. gtg cox preparing to go hospital even though it is nt my usual timing for it.. byebye!! will update soon when i'm free.. haha...

2009-01-01T13:05:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!! today is a brand new day, a brand new year!!! 2008 already past n everyone is ahead to 2009.. skul going to start n my attachment going to start soon.. i'm totally sianz cox i cant bear my holiday to go off n hate to go attachment cox i feel that working in the hospital really make me feel dirty.. really wanted to go back to study but i dun hv choice but to go lor.. so bored!!!!

2008-12-28T21:51:00.000-08:00

hello everyone!!! i'm back for my blog today... christmas had already finished n new year is coming soon... i cant really wait for chinese new year as i can receive red packets frm my relatives n my parents den i will be having loads of money with me.. hahas.. actually tis few days din really do much jux went out with frenz.. christmas eve went to changi village to ton until next morning with one of my good frenz n den in the morning went to mac for breakfast.. order breakfast set n den the dronk is coffee but i'm still sleepy lor.. when reached home, straught away went toilet to pee n den wash my legs n untied my hair den straight away go to bed.. soooo damn tired... drink coffee no use to me at all.. tot that after drinking will nt be soo tired already den din really expected wad i had expected... slacking at home really make me bored n oso feel good actually.. first, next yr will be going to attachment den no chance to stay at home the whole day.. secondly is no need to waste $ n can save $ if any emergency.. how wish the time can stop nw n nt to move but i muz face the reality.. time dun wait for man so is impossible de lah!! how wish tmr gt sumting on so that i can go out to kill my time outside instead of at home.. i'm sooo bored today!!!! i dunno why tis few days i feel sooo damn tired..

2008-12-24T17:31:00.000-08:00

today is christmas eve n i'm going to go out soon to meet frenz... tmr is public holiday so i tink tmr gt alot of ppl din work bahx... i wish everyone Merry Christmas!!! recently my stomach feeling upset... upset mean nt really comfortable... maybe is the medicine that i eat every night bahx.. cox the pharmactist say that the side effect of the medicine is hungry n nt feeling well... so i'm nt hungry but nt feeling well.. maybe tonight i will be tonning bahx... actually these few days i din really gt anything that is surprise.. i went to watch twilight two times cox i really like the movie n oso i like the main actor n actress... i feel that the movie is damn nice to watch.. everyone out there who havent watch it, faster go watch.. i oso wan to recommand IP Man.. it is another movie that is very nice too...

2008-12-19T09:01:00.000-08:00

hey everyone,
sry for nt blogging for a few days cox i lazy to type den u will tink that since lazy why u wan to hv blog??? nt i dun wan to blog, is that i dunno wad can i write for it.. actually my everyday life doesnt seem to be new so dun hv to blog each day... actually i oso dunno wad i had done so far... i wanna say sry to xueli, zhu n geok for last min say dun wan to cum for pool.. promise u all already but din fulfill it so i feel quite bad.. even though zhu n geok din say anything nbut indeed xueli did say sumting to me but nt fang bian to say here so paiseh... christmas day is coming n i tink everyone is excited abt it but for me, i'm excited abt chinese new year cox gt red packet receive frm relatives... today cant really to blog cox is early morning..
so write till here..

2008-12-13T18:37:00.000-08:00

ytd went to O&G clinic at NUH for appt with my cousins.. the counter person tot that i'm bringing my young cousins to see doc but actually is me going see the doc.. i waited there quite long lor.. until abt 1pm den i can go hm.. my appt time is 11.05am.. see, is long rite?? when is my turn to see doc, den she say i stopped seeing her until nw den see her.. she asky for my period tis whole yr den i told her lor... den she say alot of stuff until i oso cant rmb so much.. i only knw she say my menses irregular den say until my hormones.. den she prescribed me hormones med den ask me go tk blood test.. do u all knw wad??? total doc fees + taking blood test is $107.. wadlau so ex lor den i din bring so much $ den i oso pay $30 for that day.. den regarding abt today, i went to christmas party with my cell grp den reached hm abt 5 ++... i hv enjoy today the christmas party.. i love it alots!!!! haha... we played games n eat eat n den chit chat... so many program coming up the next few weeks.. cant wait for the day to come but i dun wan to go attachment so fast cox i feel is dirty there... haha, i'm bad rite???? say till here liao.. will update soon...

2008-12-10T14:06:00.000-08:00

soo many days din blog already.. actually i oso dunno wad to blog so i din go n blog lor... recently my cousins came to my hse to stay for abt 1 week plus den din really go online already so i'm so apologize to ppl who read my blog... last sun i din go malaysia cox my aunty nv go in.. actually already said going to malaysia long time ago but one of my cousins said that my jiu mu is coming to singapore den nw still havent cum out yet.. if nt, i already go to her hse to stay one night already lor...

2008-12-05T13:18:00.000-08:00

Thursday (04/12/2008)

today i went out with my aunty n my cousins... i, at first went to meet city hall to them den when to singapore flyer... unlucky ting is that it is raining day... i din bring umbrella lor den need to walk under the rain.. after that i gt headache already den i tot that i' going to sick already den at the end dun hv.. haha... we wait there for abt 4hr plus den we can tk the flyer due to the rainuing den the ppl there say that cox of the thunder, we cannot proceed to let u all to tk the flyer.. waste my time there lor.. luckily gt the 'free' shuttle bus.. abt 3plus like that we went back to city hall to tk our lunch.. after our lunch, we went back to the singapore flyer.. waited until we dun want wait le den can tk lor.. den i dunno why they r like that.. wadlau.. after taking to the flyer den we went to chinatown to eat dinner at there den i went home... i reached home 11pm lor.. very very tired sia...

Friday (05/12/2008)

today i cant really write anything yet cox nt really hv anything to ipdate for today.. ltr i' going to go swimming with my cousins again cox i promise them to go there liao den cannot break the promise.. den they din tell me wad time to meet so i'm still at home waiting for their call ltr.. den nw at home doing nth sia.. haha.... den one of my cousins going to cum my hse today to stay at my home... den sat morning my other two cousins cuming to my hse to stay overnight... on sunday, they going back to malaysia den i oso follow them back to malaysia to visit my grandmother.. den next mon, i'm cuming back to singapore to with my aunty... so sunday i will nt going to update my blog so sorry to my blog reader..

2008-12-03T15:17:00.001-08:00

today is my last paper of my exams... i'm sooo hyper suddenly after my paper n keep disturbing ppl den oso joke around with my frenz already... after today i'm totally free from my study!!! i having holiday already!!! yuppee!!! so shiok lor.. at first i'm so envious with those pri, sec n jc students coz they already holiday liao den y havent my turn yet??? nw is my turn already so i'm hyper for today.. haha...i'm sooo sad cum happy cum angry today.. ppl tink i'm nt human cox i gt three different feelings cum tgt at the same time.. ppl ask what make u hv soo many feelings??? i nw tell u!! i'm sad cox i din get back to my old grp in NUH during my next yr CP period tis coming january n i'm change to a totally new grp... i'm sure miss my old grp during my 1.2 CP.. i'm angry is abt why the lecturer change my grp?? i need to go knw new ppl in my new grp liao den i no choice but to stay put lor... i hate to knw new frenz cox i hv to restart everyting n i'm abit difficult in knowing the new names in my life.. ppl tot that is good to knw more ppl but it is nt easy for me... even thoguh i like to make new frenz but i hv difficulty in remembering new names.. wad can i do with tis??? God always like to make fun of me n 'like' to see in the situation that is difficult for me to overcome... maybe He knw i will cum back to Him again... i hv no choice lor.. haix.. i'm happy is abt exams r finish n i having my holiday nw liao den can slack at hm doing my own tings.. btw my cousins coming to stay at my hse tis coming fri den i can gain bond with them cox they came frm malaysia den i seldom go in to malaysia den i no chance to see n tok to them den i very disadvantage to me n my sis lor... cox only my family staying in singapore den my mother side all at malaysia... who ask mym mother to marry to my father who is singaporean.. if nt, i will be in malaysia liao lor.. den i wont be born in singapore.. i feel that staying in singapore is better den staying in malaysia.. cox i feel that malaysia is nt a good plc den i dun wan to stay there.. luckily my mother choose the correct choice!!!

2008-12-02T13:47:00.001-08:00

today soo shiok lor cox after my exam, i can straight away go home already.... i reach hm abt 11++am den go buy my breakfast cum luch tgt cox morning b4 i went for my exma, i only drink small packet of milk den i go for my exam... during on the way home, i feel soooo hungry lor like going to died soon... ltr i havent died yet la.. haha.. lame rite guys?? still left with one paper den i'm totally free frm my study.. no need to study after tmr.. haha.... i'm soo happy lor... btw i dunno whether i need to go back skul for my stimulation training anot cox my cousins coming back to my hse again to stay for a few days den need to accompany them cox they r frm malaysia.. if no need to go back den i can ask them to cum on the afternoon if nt they will be coming on the evening time n they dun hope to cum on the evening so i hv to tell me again tmr nitex... skul term had finally finish n needed to go for CP again which i dun hope for going there cox i feel that plc so 'dirty' lor den i need to go back to soak my uniform with dettol den oso bath with dettol shampoo which i fee that is so troublesome lor... how could i wish i can stay at skul without going to the hospital... too sad to say is that i still need to go.. cant escape the reality... den nw i'm so relax cox i had study for my CN ytd nitex den will revise again during nitex time bahx.. let me relax first.. i'm sooooo lazy to do tings nw.. how wish i can pass my exmas overrall... today the exam actuall quite ok ok to me cox i tink i gt stduy n prepared enuf so i feel that the paper actually nt that difficult at all.. i cant say that i can pass with flying colors but if i can pass, i will be overjoyed den anyone of my frenz... i'm a positive tinker so i dun wish to yink n tink n tink den let me go mad.. ltr go IMH how?? den i no need to take care of the patient already den the way round, ppl cum n take care of me liao.. type till here, going to do my own tings nw... see you...

2008-12-01T13:04:00.000-08:00

ytd night my cousins cum over to my plc to stay overnight at my hse den today i din study much lor.. quite worry abt my exams nw cox i din study at all.. really cant concentrate on my study.. how???? who can help me??? is already 1pm liao den nw still havent start my study yet lor... wad can i do???? very very stress nw... why they cum my hse during my exams period??????? i really hope my exams r over lor... after tis coming wed den i will be free already.. hope that i can do well in my exams den i can go on to my CP den go on with my other classmates to 2.1 next yr when i came back frm my 1.2 CP... i hate knowing new frenz n mix ard with other ppl who i'm unknown to... i'm going to study soon n will update my blog again when my exams r over bahx.. will see you all soon..

2008-11-30T15:57:00.000-08:00

Sunday(30 Nov 2008)

today i din study at all sia.. staying at home doing nth lor but only surfing the nets, read othr ppl blog n oso chat on the msn... den oso keep sms sms den din study till nw lor... i'm totally too slack already leii.... how??? who can help me sia???? i tink i can only help myself liao cox nw nobody can help me lor.... cant always depend on others but depend on myself liao.. i'm wondering wad time can i automatically go n study leii??? i, myself oso dunno wad to do next afetr my blogging here... God, help me!!!! nw need ppl to nag at me already even though i dun like ppl to nag but the good things is that if gt ppl nag at me to go study, i'm sure i will go study lor... i hope someone nw can nag at me.. haha.... i'm crazy rite, ppl??? i tink i better go study ard 4.30 to 5pm like that liao if nt really no time to study liao lor... pray hard that i can pass my overrall for my exams.. pray hard ppl who having their exma tis coming week ok??? gOOd luCk to everyone out there including all my frenz!! cheers!!!!! =)

Saturday(29 Nov 2008)

ytd went to meet shuting at kallang n den went to her mum office to do her hair but u knw wad?? me, shuting, her mum n her mum's workers were eating steamboat sia n den one of shuting's mum worker's birthday den we celebrate his birthday tgt n i did nt knw hin lor cox first time see him ma den i feel weird lor cox i feel that i'm the extra one there.. but actually i wanted to go for my skul that fantasy musica 3 de but i lazy to go.. nt that shu ting ask me nt to go but is the one who i dun wan to go de so i wasted my mum money lor.. but to me is small cake cox only 5 bucks n somemore the money is nt i gv de ma so i dun care.. haha... ytd i din study oso cox i lazy to study n oso dun feel like studying that's y i din study for my coming exams.. i dun really feel stress at all cox i feel that i will pass but i cant too confident with myself so i decide to study on sun as mon no need to go skul n den can study at home lor.. i'm too slack already lor... even though i had pass all my test but i oso muz study for my exams if nt failed den overrall module i will failed.. tis is nt the joking matter... sry to my frenz cox i say i will go to the concert but at the end bomb them by nt going to the concert.. i tink they are disappointed on me bahx... i dunno wad they r tinking abt but i tink they sad le bahx.. actuall we gt toke some photo at the shop but too lazy again to upload.. i'm so sry..

2008-11-28T20:12:00.000-08:00

Before going to the polyclinic

today din go to skul cox firstly, most of u will first guess is lazy to go skul rite?? u r correct!! yes, i'm lazy to go skul but nt the main reason why i din go skul tody.. today i need to go for my vaccination of chicken pox and den after tat going for my appt at polyclinic.. i'm nw in the library posting tis den will go hm prepared den get ready to go for my appt already... i dunno why i shld go for the second doze for chicken pox??... my CP teacher say is only one doze n den i ask my frenz, he oso say one doze only den i dunno why i need to go for the second doze of the chicken pox.. is sianx de lor cox i'm afraid of injection den i tot today do le den i no need to inject anymore den God is nt helping me to ge rid of the injection.. dun say already la if nt i'm will boil again.. haha...

After going to polyclinic

after going to the polyclinic, i'm so angry n at the same time quite disappointed too.. cox i feel that i alreay get rid of going to the hospital to see the doc there already but that stupid polyclinic doc go n refer me to the specialist at NUH... den i need to waste my mum money again lor... cox i told her that i need to go back to SGH to see the gastro specialist doc den nw again go refer me to the O&G specialist clinic to see the doc there... den need to wait till 12 dec den i need to go NUH to see the doc there.... i really dun wan to see any doc anymore frm any clinic at any hospital lor den bian bian still need to see the doc at hospital.. u all who reading it sure will feel that i'm nagging here... so fed up rite??? i really gt nth to say already lor... even GOD oso din help me at all.. so upset lor.... i dun wan to say anymore liao... haiz...

2008-11-26T16:20:00.000-08:00

today overrall ok to me but i dun like today the PM1 cox u knw we again gt nth to do.. frm today onwards until the day when the exams cum, we r going to do our revision... times passed so fast n is already nov going to dec already.. actually i din knw wad i'm doing tis yr lor.. i'm nw tinking whether tmr wan to cum to skul anot cox most of my time is wasted in skul.. i tink i better go skul at 1pm like that so that i can attend the last period of my timetable... tis coming fri going to skul half day cox need to go NUH to jab the chicken pox due to nt immune to chicken pox n den went to cck polyclinic to see doc due to my appt there.. that stupid specialist doc refer me to polyclinic doc to monitor my wt but i dun gv a damn to him.. the specialist doc ask me to control my diet den i oso dun care abt him too so i din lose wt at all!!!! so bored nw lor cox gt lesson n still cant go home yet.. during the lesson time i'm soo scare lor cox scare my he saw den kena scold me den how.. cy n tracy go scare me lor, keep saying teacher come already teacher already but actually din den my heart pump so fast lor.. going to have heart attack sooner or later.. hahaha...i'm happy today cox i can go n collect my hp already.. actually can go collect ytd de lor but i din bring my collection form.. i din knw that my phone repair so fast at century square... i'm NT used to sony erickson phone lor.... haix..

2008-11-25T15:26:00.000-08:00

today really bored in skul cox not really hv tings to do there,,, first period SW, my SW teacher got mc lor so dun hv SW den me n my frenz went to cafe 2 to slack till abt 10am den go for another lesson!! when i dun go for the SW, that teacher gt cum n somemore play games.. today sooo unlucky...happy is that god help me cox He knw that i dun like to sweat early in the morning.. u knw wad?? every of SW during tues is 1hr n 30 min cum half an hour break before my second period start.. den totally waste my 2hr in skul doing NTH there!! haiz.. if i knw there is NTH to do rite, that's why stay at home slepp until 7am den reach skul by 10am today lor!!! really HATE today!! regarding abt today CN, again doing the PBL but hor i'm happy is that my PBL finish today den the rest of the day no need waste time doing the PBL.. i gt so many tings to do already still add some more to my work.. u tink i gt alot of time doing those stupid tings?? those knw me will knw wad i'm tinking abt it!! second tings that i wan to say is that i'm happy with my CN result cox i pass my CN class test.. i oso pass in phase test n oso BEH1 class test 1 but still dunno my result for my BEH1 class test 2... my BEH1 cher say nt so fast mark finish so i'm ok with it lor cox i'm nt eager abt my class test 2.. haha.. i oso dunno why la!! today the BEH1 lessons quite fun actually.. during half of the lesson, teacher ask us to stand up den sing song den we 'so called' form a tutu train n sing n dance den the next door class keep looking at us like alien sia... but i dun mind wad they tinking as long as we r happy can already.. nw is my PM1 period n oso last period already so i came to MLC to blog cox my PM1 teacher call us to cum tis plc so i gt chance to blog wad i wan to blog.. hehe... blog till here la.. so bored.. haha...

2008-11-24T20:59:00.000-08:00

ytd din manage to wait till lolipop came to the imm cox suddenly got headache den went back home eary.. maybe cox ytd stand under the sun abt 1 hr bahx den s.t nt really hapi with me cox i promise her to see lolipop ytd.. but i manage to wait till feirunhai came last sun.. haha... u might tink that it is too late to say but i dun tink so lor.. den stupid is that last sun need to hv ticket den can go in but me, mingshan n shuting cant get in.. we waited so long hrs there lor n we oso quite disappointed too cox we cant get their signature.. but hor, we manage to tk their photo even though we r standing so far away.. this r some of their photo

going to see lollipop!

2008-11-23T10:00:00.000-08:00

today going to see lollipop at IMM.. soo sianx lor cox i dun hv their cd den if i go sure will paiseh de lor.. but i hv promise shuting that i' going with her so i bo bian need to go there.. haix.. btw my exams going to come soon so i tink when exams going to come den i study bahx cox i'm nt that kind of person that is very very hardworking person so i study later on bahx.. hehehe....will update the photo soon when i receive the photo frm shuting.. sry for the convinence..

weekend again!!

2008-11-22T14:42:00.000-08:00

ytd went to shop with my clinque to orchard road and took some of the photo but was nt taken frm my phone so unable to upload some of the photo... one gal told me that i keep blog without photo den very sianz.. i tell u that nt i dun wan to upload but cox i' LAZY to upload n oso so troublesome to upload so dun upload lor.. if read le sianz den dun read lor haha.. i'm juz kidding only.. actually din really so zi lian so i din tk too many of my own photo.. haha... btw tmr i'm going out with shuting n mingshan to imm to go n see lolipop.. sianz is that i din go n buy the cd den st ask me go with her line up den when they cum n start to sign liao den i needed to go out of the queue.. sianz lor but at least can see them la.. haha..at least nw i'm going to upload some of my photo here.. haha..

boring!!!

2008-11-17T20:22:00.000-08:00

sry gals!!! really have no time to update my blog cox hv to revise my own work... i blog nw is cox i'm nw in the library doing some resaerch so i shun bian blog alittle lor.. gt someone say that only got words no photo.. psps arhx cox when i blog, i always lazy to upload some photo here... i really miss my secondary skul days cox now they having their holiday liao den i still need to wake up so early to go skul n study... so SIANZ lor!!!!! den tis coming wed i'm having my class test den i still havent studt yet lor.. i'm sooo slack at skul n oso at home too... haha!! btw i cant blog too much cox have to go home n bath den need to study for my class test if not, i'm sure will failed de... byebye...

school days!!!

2008-11-10T15:50:00.000-08:00

long time din blog already.. sure gt someone saying that u gt blog din update den u gt blog oso no use.. i wan tell that someone arhx, nt i dun wan to update cox no chance to update la!! u shld knw that skul nw so busy cox u knw why de hor!! dun tell me u dunno lei if nt i will kill u sia!! back to my my topics that i'm quite happy with my results cox both my test i pass so jux wait till other tests cum n oso exams too... sad to say after tis semester n after holiday, i will be back to my attachment already.. i HATE going back to the hospital lor!!!!!! some of my frenz knw the reasons n who wan to knw can cum n ask me n i will tell u everything ok??? dun be shy la hor... haha.. sry that i din upload my pic cox u all knw arhx.. dun blame me hor! ok??? write till here..

class test

2008-11-01T22:24:00.000-07:00

today went cy hse to study but abit no mood lor... den tmr need to continued studying.. so bored!!!! cox mon gt class test.. i cannot afford to failed cox is 25% of the total so sad tings to say is study study study...... post till here.. going study again..

see doc again...

2008-10-31T00:30:00.000-07:00

today din go skul again.. at home feel very uneasy cox i miss quite alot of lessons.. haix.. i wan to nag again abt the doc in the polyclinic... i today reached there at 10++ but u knw wad??? i went in is already abt 12 plus going to 1pm den i can meet that doc.. waste my precious time there lor cox i gt nth to do but to wait for my turn to go in... that doc like the previous doc that i had seen is damn damn very very long lor but the other doc r doc fast than him.. let me feel like going to whack that doc lor.. next time i go there again arhx, i will book my appt so that i wun wait for long long hours there... dun say already la.. tink abt it will let me boil lor..

nt feeling well

2008-10-29T05:58:00.000-07:00

ytd halfway in skul, i felt suddenly nt feeling well after my SW1 in the morning.. wad i had nt expected is that i vomitted 4 times sfter my lunch n during my behavioural science.. den i decided to go home n see a doc.. i called my CA but he din pick up n then decide to msg him.. i ask fiza to help me tell him but he said to fiza that he going to call me ytd but at the end din call me... n den i tk cab down to polyclinic n i reach there abt 3pm n den registered at abt 3.30pm due to alot of ppl there.. when i knw which room to see doc, i went up n saw that the number only 2658 n my number is 2712.. i wait n wait den still havent my number yet.. at the same time beside oso gt one doc but he very damn fast den the doc i see lor.. but i hv no choice but to wait cox the doc i see rite, he see patient for soo long lor den until abt 5pm den my turn... when i in rite, i told him wad happened to me n he tk my temp. den he told me i having fever.. i was shpcked cox i din knw i'm having fever that time cox in skul, i gt tk my temp. but is normal.. my chin drop down.. u guess wad?? my temp. is 37.6.. the doc den gv me 2 days mc so i din go skul today... at home, i slack all the way lor cox gt nth to do..dun say why i nv studied leii.. my thought is different as in i'm tinking i will study during the weekend.. today i wake up at 11am n den slp again at 5pm n wake up at 8pm.. i slp alot rite??? cox sick person is like that de.. haha... dun blog already.. time to eat my dinner nw.. will blog again soon...

nervous...

2008-10-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

tmr is my phase test n i dunno whether i can make it thru furing the test.. i will let the rest to leave it to god already cox He knw whther i can pass the test tmr... today cried cox my CA told me sumting(couldnt say it here) den my self confident went low n started to cried.. den until the lesson end den he talked to me but was company by my two fre who r fiza n farhanah.. really want thanks to them cox company me jux to see my CA... ltr at nitex will study again cox i jux wanted to do well in my phase test tmr so i will pray hard n oso will study hard at the same time too.. nth will cum smoothly in life n will met alot of obstacles n oso part n pierce of parcel in life so i cant give up easily... say till here ok?? will update soon..

boring day!!!

2008-10-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

today gt PM1 for 3 n the half hours for today n was soooo boring lor cox as i say i gt nth to do so if i can, i will nt cum.. today gt practical lesson n muz cum skul if nt my phase test for tis coming sat will failed.. having break for 2hrs n i feel that i rether gohome early den staying in skul.. everytime i go sure gt alot of ppl in the train n oso need to squeeze with other ppl when i reach jurong east station.. hope that i can go home early n rest well.. only god can help me only.. hais...

today

2008-10-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

so bored today during PM1 period cox today doing the proposal for group project den free until go home sia... reallu gt nth to do cox the teacher din teach anything today n let us use the com in the com lab den everyone is doing their own tings den like din care the stupid teacher... haha... after that need stay back practice my coming phase test, the NGT.. sooo bored cox need to wait until 6pm den can go home.. haix!!

weekend...

2008-10-19T21:53:00.000-07:00

tis two days really staying at home doing nth cox i really dunno wad to do lor.. skul din really gv us things to do so i at hm slack slack doing nth... cannot say nth la.. can say i'm at home like a pig, wake up, eat den slp... my life is like that so cannot blame me la.. haha... today i din go out cox firstly ezlink no money, secondly lazy to go out n thirdly no money in my wallet den at end stay at home lor... during the ytd nitex time, i went to cy hse to play monopoly den i win the games den cy went broke lor.. we play that games until almost 12am den i go home.. reach home already let my mother nag at me that late... dun say already la.. tmr still need go skul den so bored lor.. haha...

skul days..

2008-10-17T18:50:00.001-07:00

every week is turf for me cox nd to wake up early n go home late.. wad the hell is tis skul going?? wanna their student to get sick n oso get tired everyday... one of my timetable period got the project management den i feel that is wasting my precious time lor... den regarding today afetr skul rite, wadlau is wasting time cox need stay back in skul attending the stupid course TeamBuilding.. if i can dun go for that course, i wont be soo stupid going to attend it due to my money... if nt today after my class can go home early.. but only for today but the rest of the friday can go home early.. yeah!!

school reopen

2008-10-15T04:50:00.000-07:00

today is the third of school reopen n i found out that the previous cafe 2 had close down due to the contract end.. den today the new cafe 2 jux open i went to eat lunch with my ite frenz.. the food there not really nice to eat lor.. haha.. but stupid that i need to do the project n need to hand up by tmr for the proposal.. so bored.. nw in the library doing same research on shopping.. if nt, i will be at home resting already... nt to chat too much cox ltr library going to close..